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Name: Paige
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Altoona
Birthday: 3/28/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: I am sixteen years old, and original
I'm currently single, just got out of a 2 year relationship.
My puppy means the world to me
Maryland is where my hearts at
I'm a sucker for: the beach, cities, shopping, &* cellular phones
My family is the world to me
I know there is a fine line between love and being in love.
I hate judgemental people.
I'm easy going, and fun to be around.
I know how to have a good time.
Lately somethings changing in me, it's hard to define, but don't judge me because of it. Its a stage, and i'll get through it.
Expertise: Talking on the phone -
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  snu66l3xwh0r3
ICQ:  137240130
Yahoo:  xo_bayb_cake
Member Since:
8/4/2004
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| Im at a loss of words to say.... Jenny Duttry was one of the very first friends I ever had, and though I haven't seen her since like the 9th grade, we were friends from Kindergarten until 9th grade... We were in girl scouts together, and our parents along with Andreas mom were all friends and they made us be friends... I can remember staying at Jennys one night, along with Andrea and we tried to kill each other, because we didn't like each other very much. Jenny and I were also in mini cheerleading and batons together, and then cheerleading in the high school too. She was the type of girl who didn't really give a fuck. She could be friends with almost anyone... and she could always make you laugh. She was a beautiful girl, with such a beautiful white smile... Yesterday morning though, she was taken from us... she was killed as a result from running into a tractor trailor. Its so hard to grasp that she is actually gone. I never thought we'd ever lose her. The curwensville class of 2008 was one of the first in a long time that hadn't lost somebody yet, and now she was the one that was taken from them. I can remember getting our pictures taken together at my moms wedding, staying at her house, living down the road from her and hanging out with her and Roger, I remember hanging out with her and Andrea, I remember cheerleading competitions and the bus rides, and cheer camp with her. This girl was loved by so many and did not deserve to be taken away. Jen is loved and always will be... forever in our hearts. RIP - - 10-4-07 </3 | | |
| On Tuesday at Logans house, I had a lot of fun, more than I had anticipated infact. He really does make me so happy, and I can't remember the last time I was THIS happy. We sat on his couch and cuddled, in front of his mom even though she didn't know we were going out. We watched some cops with her, and then decided we were going to go back into his room and watch a movie. We put in the Dukes of Hazzard, but ended up laying on the floor taking pictures, kissing, cuddling etc. When he held me in his arms I felt a happiness i've never felt before, ever. this in itself was simply amazing! I can remember sitting there thinking, "I let myself get abused for TWO years when I could've had somebody to treat me so much better." Logans mom and my mom figured it out on their own that we are together, I just hope they can BOTH be happy for us, but if not I guess we'll just have to deal with it, and they will as well. All I could do though was smile whenever I held on to him, well the whole night to be exact. My jaw has never hurt as bad as it did last night... (now now, get your mind out of the gutter!!!) Yeah, thats right it was from SMILING so much. I'm really, truly happy, and I never thought I could be this happy. It just simply amazes me how blind I was. I'm not saying I didn't love Jesse, because I did. Don't get me wrong here though, he treated me very badly, and why should I deal with that for the rest of my life, and if I were to put up with that, how much longer would I seriously live? I can't imagine anyone who would have an abusive boyfriend and let it go on longer than I did. I can't believe I let it happen for as long as I did. My bestfriend just got out of an abusive relationship as well, and its kind of weird because her and I both were soo close, we did EVERYTHING together. We spent every waking moment together, we were unseperable, and then in 9th grade we had a party and things got out of control, and we ended up losing each other. Well, eventually we both got boyfriends, and we got together with them around the same time, and you know what happend? They both ended up being abusive. We are luckily though, out of them now. I just hope she doesn't get back with him, ever. She means waayy to much to me, and I do NOT want to see her hurt or worse. I think she has realized though, she can do wayy better. My friend Shaun has signed up for the Marines, he leaves on the 5th, and it's sad. It scares me, but I know that it makes him happy, so thats a plus. He deserves to be happy. God knows he's been through a lot in life, I just hope this is really the right thing for him. It's going to be weird not having him around like he is, but like I said.. he deserves to be happy. Yeah, this post is sort of very touching, lmao. whatever though. I guess this is it. <3 Paige | | |
| Like my new layout? I made it. I also made this one.. - gay guys are my favorite if anyone likes it and wants to use it they can, just let me know in a comment.. i doubt anyone will use it, but somebody will probably laugh. haha. it is funny. &&I came up with that quote on my own.
Okay.. well NO SCHOOL.. shit yeaaa. boii. who knows what ill do today. | | |
| So I was so excited since Tuesday, I thought I was going to get to see *him* things just didn't work out how I had planned. His mom got sick and ended up going through another surgery, so that meant friday was blown to shit, I was upset last night but I dealt with it, because I understand it wasn't his fault. Then he says he wants to hang out today and what happens?! WE DON'T. I waited all day for his call and when it came he said like one thing about me going to his house. Then he had to go to call his mom, so when he did call back I missed his call and well he said they are having a ''get together'' and he wanted to know if I wanted to come up, well I want to see him so bad. I thought he'd call back but he hasn't. So I guess he doesn't want me to come up that bad.. right? Im too scared to call him, I hate calling people so bad. LOL. I'm a retard. So it's 7 on a saturday, and i'm ready for bed. Well, I have my makeup on, and clothes on but maybe just maybe i'll get a call when i'm sleeping. I guess we'll see. My night blows. My weekend blows. My life blows. I'm falling into depression, all I want is to be happy. Hes what makes me happy, but I can't handle being a lone. </3 Broken* ------------------------------------------------ Okay, so forget everything I said, because... I WENT TO LOGANS TONIGHT. Compliments of Jesse for getting Logan to get ahold of me. I had a blast! He's soo sweet. It was Eric, Logan, Erics friend and I... and we watched Saw III though I already saw it. I hate that movie its gross. We cuddled and I had a blast!!! I got there around 8, left around quarter after 10. Well.. Im happy. <3 | | |
| it's hard to wait around
for something that you know might
never happen, but it's even harder
to give up when you know that it's
everything that you want its the way you make me laugh, when i don't even want to smile <3 Live for the moments that bring butterflies to your stomach and a smile on your face oh,don'tworrybaby
you didn't break me. no ;;
sweetie, you completely destroyed me She doesn't care if you call her
& wake her in the middle of the night.
She hates arguing, but you know shes
good at it. Shes terrified of the dark,
but when she thinks of you, she smiles.
She laughs at your jokes even if they're
dumb. She loves the way you stare at her
and she wouldn't change that for the world. she wanted something more;
perhaps to be more than second best. theres always something more
you wish he'd say how come whenever you like someone..
another girl likes them too..
&& they have like a million times
better of a chance getting him than you do you're the king of mixed signals;
i'm the queen of excuses;
together, we're sort of a beautiful disaster. as the song spun, so did the room.
as they held hands, the lights started to flicker.
playing it safe, he kissed her on the cheek so make me laugh
like you're so good at doing it
pull me on top of the world
and maybe for a minute
i won't worry about falling I wanna be the girl that’s good for him, you know?
The one he changes for and the one where even if
I'm not physically with him, I'm always on his mind.
And he thinks I'm the best thing that's ever happened to him. | | |
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